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random update
11.04.04 (7:10 pm)   [edit]

Wow . . i really need to start writing in here more . . sorry my addicition to facebook is taking over my online time . . any college kids know what im talking about?? its riddiculous! lol . . anyways . .


im going home tomrorow for the night . . a night with my girls i soo what i need right now :-/ . . .im confused right now ..


i hate boys . . im so torn about what to do . . before all i wanted was to call him but thenjay gave me his g/f's sn and i read her profile and . . i dont know if i wanna ruin whats making him happy . . im not saying hes gonna break up with her for me. . im not that wonderful and guys dont do things like that for me . .but i dont wanna talk to him and make him mad or annoyed or whatever . . hes happy . .maybe i should just leave it at that and just be left with happy memories of us and this thought in the back of my head for ever saying you shoulda done something when u had the chance . .but at least hed be happy . . .


and the sad thing is that him being happy means that much to me . .
still . . . </3


im just gonna go to bed . . but i promise . ill write more often!

 
halloween weekend
11.01.04 (3:02 pm)   [edit]

Wow . . im being such a tblog slacker!


Anyways . . friday night we went to a hayride in ballston spa . .it was sooo much fun . . =) but i love haunted houses and stuff


Saturday we went out for halloween . . went to a house party then the branch ..sooo much fun . . but sooooo drunk!! it was fun . .until i threw up (theres a reason they say beer before liquor youve never been sicker..... yuppppp - usually it doesnt bother me . . but sat night .  oh man)


So for halloween i was too dead to go out so jay came over and we watched halloween resurection . .


And he gave me ryans g/f's screen name . . lol . .i love this kid!!


More later . . way to much work to do

 
from yesterday .. and pics
10.27.04 (8:03 am)   [edit]

ok . .sorry about my random stopping . . i was talking to the roomates for awhile and then i got distracted by facebook . . thats site sooo addicting!!


Anywayas . . the rest of my weekend was spent laying in bed watching movies . . saw Rainman for the first time!!


This weeks half over . . and my friday morning class was cancelled on friday and monday and i dont go to my other classes so i have a long weekend!! and we might go up to ballston spa for a haunted house this weekend . . YEA!! and sundays Halloween!!! Were being cowgirls!! so cute!!



* ellen, me, rosie, amanda, nadia *


More later . . im gonna go lay down - my head hurts


Much Love <3

 
update
10.26.04 (7:35 pm)   [edit]

wow . . im sucha slacker . . when was the last time i even came on this site?? its been like . . a week almost!!


This weekend was amazing . . bethy came up to visit me on friday with her boyfriend (i missed my best friend!!) and we just hung out for awhile then got lunch at olive garden . .


Then all the girls went out to a bar together . . amanda made us buy irish car bombs - ive never had one . .but by the time id finished that and my sex on the beach i was gooooooooooone =) lol . . sooo drunk . . then i had some beer for some reason i dont know . . but whatever . . i dont usually get drunk that fast but i was loving it . . eww then the bathroom was flooded and me, being the drunk one i was, went in it anyway . . so gross!! Got some pizza with the girls while we were there . . then came back with rosie in a cab . . where i proceeded to tell the driver i was gonna throw up about 100 times (FYI - i didnt) . . made it back here . . talked to some random people online and on the phone . . gave some guy my bagel - he was a frined of my roomates . . i dont know . . then couldnt sleep cuz i got dizzy everytime i layed down . . it sucked . .


Was so hung over on saturday . . stayed in with the girls and watched some movie on charles manson . . it was creepy!!


More later . . im in the middle of somethin now . . lol gotta love random interuptions =)


Much Love <3

 
its almost over!!! =)
10.20.04 (11:19 pm)   [edit]

The week from hell is almost over!!! YEAAAAAAA . . . only 2 more tests and a paper this week!! but tomorrows THURSDAY! then friday . . i cant wait for friday . . bethys coming to visit me for the day!!! and then that night im going out with the girls =) thank god . . its gonna be crazyyyy ;)


Next weeks not to bad . . one test, one paper, one presentation... then its HALLOWEEN!! and november 4th the OC starts =) YEA!! and then november 12th im going to URI with jay to visit cassie :) i miss her!!!


I just finished studying for my stat midterm . . im getting up early to study more . . and im half watching the game on tv (not that im a huge baseball fan but cmmmon i am from NY) lol . . everytime something happens you can hear our entire quad screaming . . . last year when the yankees won everyone ran down the stairs and outside . . and we lived on the first floor so it sounded like the tower was gonna collapse!! (we have 21 floors in our building) CRAZINESS =)


OmG . . new addiction. . . thefacebook.com <~ if ur in college check it out . .if ur college is registered to it . . its crazy fun <3


ahhh . . i need to go burn off some energy . . i had wayyyy to much soda before so im gonna go bother amanda


Much Love <3

 
random survey
10.18.04 (11:29 am)   [edit]

1.NaMe: Crystal
2.BiRtHdAy.: January 12th
3.LoCaTiOn: New York
4.ReLiGiOn: Catholic
5.OcCuPaTiOn: student
6.InTeReStS: shopping . . gymnastics .. movies . . bars .. friends . .boys


A :: P :: P :: E :: A :: R :: A :: N :: C :: E
1.HaIr: blondish-brown
2.EyEz: blue
3.HeIgHt: 5*7

S :: T :: Y :: L :: E
1.ClOtHeZ: Abercrombie, American Eagle, Hollister . . i think u get the point
2.MuSiC: anything
3.MaKe~Up: ummm the normal stuff lol
4.BoDy ArT: pierced ears

R :: I :: G :: H :: T * N :: O :: W
1.WeArInG: Sweat pants and a purple UAlbany sweatshirt
2.LiStEnInG 2: some song my roomate playing
3.ThInKiN oF: him . . .
L::A::S:T T::H::I::N::G ::U::........
1.BoUgHt: chinese food lol
2.AtE n* DrAnK: cheerios and tea
3.ReAd: Cosmo
4.WaTcHeD oN Tv: Sex and the city


E :: I :: T :: H :: E :: R * O :: R
1.ClUb Or HoUsE pArTy: either
2.TeA oR cOfFeE: both
3.AcHiEvEr oR sLaCkEr: achiever .. but lazy lol
4.BeEr Or CiDeR: umm .. neither
5.DrInKs oR sHoTz: shots
6.CaTz oR dOgZ: Dogs
7.SiNgLe Or TaKeN: single
8.PeN oR PeNcIl: Pen
9.GlOvEz oR mItTeNz: gloves
10.FoOd Or CaNdY: food
11.CaSsEtTe oR cD: CD
12.CoKe Or PePsi: pepsi
13.HaRd Or MiLd AlCoHoL: hard
14.MaTcHeZ oR lIgHtEr: liGhTeR
15: RiCkI lAkE oR oPrAh WiNfReY: OPRAH

W :: H :: O * D :: O * Y :: O :: U * W :: A :: N :: T * T :: O
1. KiLl: no one
2. HeAr FrOm: the ex
3. GeT REALLY wAsTeD wItH: the girls of course =)
4. LoOk LiKe: me
5. Be LiKe: no one

L :: A :: S :: T * P :: E :: R :: S :: O :: N * Y :: O :: U?
1.ToUcHeD: umm i dont know
2.TaLkEd 2: ellen
3.HuGgEd: my mom
4.InStAnT mEsSaGeD: a lot of people
5.KiSsEd: someone over the summer i think
6.WhO bRoKe YoUr HeArt: chris

W :: H :: E :: R :: E * D :: O * Y :: O :: U
1.EaT: anywhere thats not the dining hall
2.DaNcE: bars
3.CrY: in my room

H :: A :: V :: E * Y :: O :: U * E :: V :: E :: R
1.DaTeD uR bEsT fRieNdZ? no
2.LovEd SuM1 sO mUcH iT mAkEz U cRy? yes
3.DrAnK aLcOhOl: yes
4.DoNe DrUgZ: No
5.BrOkEn ThE lAw? yup . .but nothing big lol
6. RaN aWaY fRoM hOmE? nope
8.ChEaTeD oN a TeSt? yea
9.SkInNy DiPpEd? yup
10.PlaYeD tRuTh oR dArE: of course
11.FlAsHeD sUm1? no
12.:MoOnEd sUm1: no
13.:KisSeD sUm1: Yup
14.: BeEn On A gAmE sHoW: Nope
15.: BeEn N a FiGhT? nahh
16.: RiDeN iN a FiRe TrUcK? lol yea
17.: BeEn On A PlaNe? Yup
18.: CoMe ClOsE 2 DeAtH? allergic reaction to penicillian
19.: CheAtEd On Ur B/f ? never would
21.EaTeN wOrM pIe? hellll no
22.SwAm N oCeAn? yup
23.HaD a DrEaM tHaT mAdE u WaKe uP? Last night! lol

 
random song . . pics :)
10.18.04 (12:06 am)   [edit]

I cant wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And i can't keep picturing you with her
And it hurts so bad
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And i cant take it - I can't shake it
Now that i've realized that i'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytime i close my eyes i like it down
I can't go on not loving you


How cute is the new nelly and tim mcgraw song? lol . . i liked it . .just had to put it in here . .



Tor, Me n Heath before the Halloween thing


 

 
last night :)
10.16.04 (6:11 pm)   [edit]

ouch. . my head has a scab on it and i keep scratching it!


Anywayas . . i think im getting an ear infection cuz my ear hurt so bad i couldnt even sleep last night .. we'll have to see . .


This song . . its just so me right now . . its an old soul decision song ;)


Ahh
I know that you love me
Ahh
I'll be there when you need me
You are the one who stood by my side
When all my so called friends tried to mess with my life and
They tried to bring my dreams to an end
But when they try to knock me down I get up again

No they see me as a star on the screen
But they're not the same know as they use to be
I don't know what they want from me
I don't care, ah ha that's the way it's gotta be, yeah
I don't need anyone
To tell me I'm wrong, I know that you love me
I don't care what they say
You were there from the start
I'll be there when you need me
So why do they always have something to say
I don't know, I guess they think they understand me
Why do they think they can treat me this way
It's my life, they don't control me, no
You are the one who always believed
When I tried to be myself, they would laugh at me
But they don't understand the way that I feel
You were the only one, who ever knew me for real
Now they see me as a star on the screen
But they're not the same now as they use to be
I don't know what they want from me
I don't care ah ha, that's the way it's got to be yeah
I don't need anyone
To tell me I'm wrong, I know that you love me
I don't care what they say
You were there from the start
I'll be there when you need me
So why do they always have something to say
I don't know, I guess they think they understand me
Why do they think they can treat me this way
I don't want to see them 'cause I can't believe them
They were not the ones who were there for me
When I needed them
I don't understand what they want from me
I don't care, ah ha, that's the way it's got to be
I don't need anyone to tell me that I am wrong, I know that you love me
I don't care what they say
You were there from the start
I'll be there when you need me
[Chorus]
So why do they always have something to say
I don't know, I guess they think they understand me
Why do they think they can treat me this way


Fake friends and the love thats been there since the beginning . . HMMM ;) lol . . i decided im calling him this weekend . . i have crazy midterms until like thursday but that night . . im gonna give him a call - whats the worst that can happen? his mom answers the phone? ohh well . . its been like 2 years - im sure shes over being a bitch to me . . like its my fault her son would rather spend time with me!


Anyways . . last night was fun . . we went pumpkin picking and then dressed up for halloween. . pics coming soon! ;) Then we watched some dumb movie . . had some chinese and drank a lil . . lol . . fun times :)


Back to studying . more later <3



 
Procrastinating . . .
10.14.04 (1:48 pm)   [edit]

Once again . . im such a procrastinator . . i have a huge test tomorrow and what am i doing?? updating my tblog after spendind 45 minutes talkin on AIM . . yesterday i made this cool collage thing on my computer . . now its hanging on my wall . . . yuup .. just some more of my procrastination


Well . . last night was fun . . i had a long talk with one of my suitemates cuz neither of us wanted to study . . i didnt really know her before but omg we have the same life lol . . we had a long talk about ex-boyfriends . . and it took like 2 hours . . yuup we're complicated!!


Then some random guys they met in the dining hall last night came up and hung out with us for like an hour . . it was different lol . .


Ok . .maybe ill go study some . . wish my luck on this stupid nutrition test (and i havent been to class in 3 weeks . .ooopps)


Much love <3

 
hungry!!!!
10.13.04 (9:36 pm)   [edit]

i just finished my stupid math assignment and instead of trying to do the rest of the work i have . . im on here . . but im really hungry -- and i REALLY want chicken and broccoli and im not gonna order it . .


AUGGGGGGGHHH . . ok . .


i have nothing to say cuz all i did all day was study or put off studying . . soooo ill be back on the weekend when i have a life and can write something

 
busy life
10.12.04 (8:41 pm)   [edit]

I don't want to waste another moment of my life without you in it -garden state


aww . . i thought it was cute . . anyways . . went to both my classes today . . then did some hardcore work after i took a lil nap ;) i still have so much to do for the next few days . . so sorry if i dont really make any long posts for the next few days . .


Tomorrow . . i have class till 1:30 then i have to run to CVS . . and then study for nutrition forever, finish my math homework and fill out an application for next summer


Thursday: my second class is cancelled so im done with class at 1:05 . .then im studying for nutrition some more. . and starting to study for my jewish civ. midterm on monday


Friday: no jewish civ class . . then nutrition final, then child development then home for the night . . i think im going to hang with heath n tor for awhile . . hopefully get a lil work done and maybe drink a lil bit =)


Monday: jewish midterm and starting in on all the work i have for the week (its a whole lot)


So . . thats my busy life -- hopefully ill be back tomorrow to update . . but now im gonna go watch one tree hill, real world and laguna beach . . maybe a short update later . .


Much Love <3

 
HAHA our "trip"
10.11.04 (5:19 pm)   [edit]

HAHA . . me n abby went up to the store my ex works at to "look at paint"... welll we didnt see him . . this was partly because all the people working were old and weird so were only there like 5 minutes, and partly becuase when i saw someone who was about his height and could be him (from far away) id like hide . . i dont think im cut out for randomly running into someone .. . so my new plan is to just get his number from his friend and give him a call (i lost his number lol) . . id feel to weird running into him at a store . . i dunno . .it seemed like a good idea lol


Anyways . . me n abby had way to much fun . . "we dont just go places - we have adventures!" haha . . love you!! So after we went there she decided she wanted McDonalds . .and the closest one was in his town . . so we went there! aughhh! i havent been there in like . . 3 years . . it was crazy . . but we went to the drive thru and made it out alive! (its a strange little town . . . upstate NY . . if ur from there you know what i mean! LOL)


Time to do some work . . more later <3

 
crazy day
10.11.04 (2:09 pm)   [edit]

So COLD in here!


Anyways . . i took some nyquil last night so im feeling better but my alarm woke me up before it wore off so now im crazy tired!! Didnt make it to class . .  but went to cvs and forgot the deodorant, which was the reason i went! had to park my car in the farthest parking lot from my building .. so it should be a lot of fun to walk to in an hour when i have to go get my friend . . plus is FREEZING OUT!


Oh yeah then when i was brining my garbage downstairs, the bottom of the american eagle bag i had filled with garbage broke, the pickle jar in the bottom fell out and broke and the floor got covered with pickle juice! As i was standing there tryin to decide what to do, and the guy in the elevator was telling me to just leave it, the custodian man walked out . . so i tried to pick it up. . almost dropped everything . . but he nicely picked it up and cleaned up my mess. . i heart him right now ;)


Got dressed in my new white sweater and AE brown boots .. my hairs looking pretty good - and did my make up . . todays the day me n abby are going to the store . . and maybe running into him .. sooo this could either end up being a very good day . . or a VERY bad one! Keep your fingers crossed for me!


Well . . im gonna go try to get warm . . with my nice fleece blanket and some hot chocolate while im waiting to leave . . ill update after i get back! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!


Much Love <3

 
Random Weekend Pics =)
10.10.04 (8:29 pm)   [edit]




 






 







* In the car - Parents Weekend - Me, Heath, Tor *

* Sorry its sideways . . on the way to the pool - someone was in the bathroom... so i changed in the closet *



 



* Heath, Tor n Me in front of the entrance to the pool at our hotel *


* Me (all by myself in the corner lol), Tor n Heath in the hot tub =) *
 
my new obsession =)
10.10.04 (8:04 pm)   [edit]

You can thank beth for my newest obsession . .
yournewromance.com













You Are a Hype White Leather Shoulder Bag

You've got that whole retro-chic, girly thing going on
It's like you're right out of Breakfast at Tiffany's
You long for the days when all girls wore dresses and had pretty purses
But for now, you'll settle for being the foxiest girl in town













You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.





You Are Most Like Charlotte!


You are the ultimate romantic idealist
You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love.
If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever.
And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you.

Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)?
Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!












Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Strawberry


When it comes to life,  you want the best of everything:
The best clothes, the best friends, the best guy - and you usually get all three.
You impress most people you meet with your genuine class and style
Strawberry is a classic, admired flavor that goes with many things. Sound familar?







You Are Summer!




Outgoing
Friendly
Flirty
Cute
Fun


 
parents weekend . .
10.10.04 (3:11 pm)   [edit]

awww parents weekend!! it was fun . . yesterday we went shopping and to fridays for dinner . . went in the Hot Tub and the pool at the hotel! then we went to see ladder 49 with the parents . . except in the middle of it the FIRE ALARM went off and we had to leave the movie and i didnt get to see the end! What are the chances of the fire department showing up during the fire movie? lol . . i tried to take a pic with my phone but it was really dark and it didnt come out . . ohh well . .


Well i have so much work to do . . after i do some ill put some pics online and copy them in here . .


Much Love <3

 
No one can save me * The damage has been done
10.09.04 (12:06 am)   [edit]

You Give Love A Bad Name
Bon Jovi

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free

You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

[Chorus:]
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done


This songs stuck in my head . . lol . . yeaa so i have to say - its been an interesting night . . random ims from people i dont talk to ... suprising ims from people i didnt think would care about what was wrong . .


* . . . And sometimes the people who are there for you . . *
* . . . Are the ones you never expected to care . . .*


Ok . . bed time for me .. gotta be up in 8 hours . . ahhhh


Much Love <3

 
im never gonna say im sorry . . .
10.08.04 (5:16 pm)   [edit]

When you're up, your friends know who you are. When you're down, you know who your friends really are


Well . . that quotes pretty much my life right now . .


Have you ever looked around and wondered why you were friends with some people? Like . . my friends look like people i would be friends with . .and you'd think id love them . . but i dont . . not all of them


Half my friends are so fake and so two-faced and you feel like they dont really like you half the time but its ok cuz half the time you dont like them. And i was reading peoples profiles and stuff and i was reading when people were like love my girls . . and honestly there are like 5 people i trust these days . . everyone else is either friends with you for fake reasons . . ive had guys be like ohhh ur friends are all so hot set me up with them . .and its like yea sure but theyre sooo mean and soo fake . . i dotn even like them . . which makes me wonder why i continue to be friends with them


Is it really better to have fake friends then to be alone?

 
2 pics
10.08.04 (5:09 pm)   [edit]







Random Pics


 


ok so this is actually a picture of sean but im in the left corner and i dunno why but i love the face im making



 
random boringness
10.07.04 (4:26 pm)   [edit]

Long Day!! i still have to shower . . aughhhhh! lol . .anyways . . went to both my classes today . . . then went to pick up my nutrition paper that needs corrections - i just have to add a paragraph to this paper . . Then ran into abby on the way back to my room so i went over to her dorm and hung out there for awhile . . now im back here and just waiting for rosie to get in the shower and get done so i can take one . . .


Time to relax then do some work . .


Much Love <3

 
random . . and quotes
10.06.04 (9:59 pm)   [edit]

did so much work again today . . this is crazy . . im actually studying and doing work .. whats wrong with me? LOL . . and i did laundry today! yeaaa me!


hmm . . i dont really have anythin interesting to say right now . .im kinda tired (and yes it is only 10 . .)


* Cute Quotes *


It's been said that seeing is believing. But the fact is, we all have our blind spots...Sometimes we recognize them ourselves. Sometimes others recognize them for us. Distance has a way of distorting the things we see. But what appears as an obstacle may in fact be an opportunity. The trick is having enough faith to carry through.- Everwood


you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, but just remember life goes on


All the jagged parts of my life have come together to form a complete and mystical whole.-Hook


Things are finally, finally lookin up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though i'm stuck
But so what
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain
I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright -Ashlee Simpson


holly: henry, you gave me something that i'll never forget.
henry: yah? whats that?
holly: i'll never have a first love again.
henry: dont say anything else. thats what i want to leave remembering....
-what i like about you


Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be. -sex & the city


I know it's not the smartest thing to do, we just can't seem to get it right,
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
-plain white t's


I gotta do this by myself, thats one thing i know


And if you wanna know how a girl survives, just look by her side


no one knows you like a person with whom you've shared a childhood. no one will ever understand you in quite the same way


You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was ... walking around
seeing my life through a smudged window, and then I saw you and the smudges were gone the window was clean - Dawons creek


Friendships that have stood not only the test of time, but the test of change are surely best


We sat and talked last night like it had been a year, the whole time i wondered if you were really here. things left unsaid could've filled a book, its funny how you capture me with just one little look --randy rogers


this path the road leads me down ain't the same others see. cause I'm high and I'm low, this rollarcoaster is out of control. I can't tell the sky from the ground. it's wrong, but it's right, It's gonna be another long night.. I can see the lights of the next town and i can't slow down-- randy rogers


But if you give me a second chance I'll never let you go, I've swallowed all my pride and now I've got to let you know -randy rogers


Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They are shooting stars---a spectacular moment of light in the heavens-- fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone - The Notebook


The hurt began to fade, and it was easier to just let go, at least i thought it was, but in every boy i met in the next few years, i found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong, i'd write you another letter, but i never sent them, in fear of what i might find, by then, you'd gone on with your life, and i didnt want to think about you loving someone else, i wanted to remember us like we were that summer, i didnt ever want to forget that - The Notebook


he knew before he'd taken his next breath that she was the one he could spend the rest of his life looking for, but never find again - The Notebook


don't let this get out of hand she told herself; the longer it goes on, the harder its going to be. and she didnt want it to get any harder - The Notebook


Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world. and anything that happened in my life, the only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how i felt about you, thats all i've ever known, and thats enough.. thats enough for me for the rest of my life - Boy Meets World


The odd thing about this form of communication is that you're more likely to talk about nothing than something,but i jut wanted to say that all of these nothings have meant more to me than so many somethings -you've got mail


Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what i did, of who I am... but most of all, im scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the way i feel when i'm with you -Dirty Dancing


Do you ever just put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin? Well, that's what love is like; everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but for some reason you just keep going -practical magic


More Later . . Much love <3

 
cuteness
10.06.04 (3:10 pm)   [edit]

i saw this in someones xanga and thought it was cute <3


For Guys
1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address.
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible


For Girls
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He play-hits you a lot.
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you.
4. He yelled, "Hi!" to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you because you had no one else to go with and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process.
7. His voice gets softer ("Hey, you") when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You where invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do snort sometimes. Which makes you laugh even harder.
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He tries to find every possible way to touch you.

 
haha i need help ;)
10.06.04 (11:47 am)   [edit]

im supposed to be in nutrition right now . .but im choosing to learn it on my own . . i have like 15 min before i hvae to leave for child development . .so im making a pointless entry in here . . i changed my layout AGAIN! but this time i swear im done :lol: the background is a pic of tor,me,heath and adrianna from this summer . . i thought it was cuter to have a pic of me n my firneds then nick and jessica (actually i got the idea from one of the comments people left!! :))


I changed the music to jessica . . i was tired of ashlee lol



^ incase anyone was wondering what the background whole pic is ^


Anyways off to class . .more later <3

 
new layout
10.06.04 (9:14 am)   [edit]

What do you guys think about this layout??


Comments Welcome!!

 
Nobody takes a picture of something they want to forget <3
10.05.04 (11:28 pm)   [edit]

Wow . .once again i just had the best post written and tblog decided to be cool and lose it while it was sending! grrrrrrr >:(


Anyways . .


Have you have had one of those moments where suddenly you see things clearly? Where suddenly you realize that everything you've been stressed over and upset about is gonna be ok? Today was that day for me. Out of no where it just hit me . . this amazing feeling - and i just remembered how life used to be before this depressed thing i've had going on . . and now . . i feel so much better! its amazing!! :) YEAAAAA ME!


Today i got so much done. I feel very accomplished right now . . i caught up in all my classes and my new goal is to stay caught up during the week so i can chill out and have some fun on the weekends (and this weekend is parents weekend and my sister and tor are comin up!! and dinner with my cousin and his fiancee that i've never met)


So . . i know a lot of people disagree with this . . but im gonna talk to the ex . . . i know i know bad idea - but this is . . different . .i was listening to some old songs last night with my roomate and wow - they brought back some amazing memories and i love the feeling i get when i think about him . . i dont know how this is gonna go - if i wanna be friends or if i want more - i just know i cant NOT talk to him anymore . . i cant explain it . . "i guess thats the thing about first loves...they're never really over" . . that quote totally fits me right now . . even if we're "over" in the love kinda way . . i still want him in my life - hes one of those amazing people that just makes everything ok . . and yea .. so im happy with my decision


And im happy with my life . . :D


I havent written in here for a few days . . this weekend i went home and got my hair re-angled . . i wasnt sure about it but i think i liek it now . . ill take some pics this weekend and put them up here for anyone who wants to see lol .. not like my hair is all that interesting ;) Hmm . . what else? i went to palisades over the weekend - bought so many cute clothes!! Watched mean girls again . . its official - im obsessed!! i've seen this movie so many times - its crazy =)


Ok . . back to reading . . more later


Much Love <3

 




















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